Later at 9a.m will be taking my Marketing at Dhoby Ghaut MDIS campus. Decided to stay up the whole night with Sean in my house studying. I had already drank 3 cups of coffee to keep myself awake. I guess I will be having more later. Is been a long time I didn't stayed up until the next morning and went for exams since secondary school.

Studying is really tiring. When you really want to concentrate and get everything into your mind but you can't do it, you will end up really fed up. Because you want to do it but you couldn't. You can feel like screaming, nervous, crying when you can't get things in and lastly going bonkers! I look at the mirror of my ownself, especially hair. I see many patches of my hair becoming white. I am really feeling extremely stressful.

Things came through my mind. Quit school, don't study for it and just let it be. Later u come to a point when u were thinking, if I work and without any qualifications you will find yourself being very useless. Next time how to survive when you have your own kids around and wife? Suffer? If you choose not to study or work, you will feel bored at home. So lastly still have to choose to study. Even ppl holding a degree couldn't get a job now. When I try to imagine the questions that will be coming out later, it is worse than a nightmare.

Life is always ups and downs happening. Who don't make mistakes? Who don't cry before? Who don't make mistakes? etc etc... Sometimes unhappy things we just have to take it as a experience and learn from it. Don't let it bother yourself again. Always looking at the brighter side of life!

Haha. I really don't know what I am talking about. I hope I can key in a happy entry very soon. I am really really stress. I better stop here and get back to books.