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2007-10-05T17:43:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday when I woke up, I feel a bit sick. On that day itself, I keep going to the toilet again and again. Shit like I never shit before. Abt more than 15 times? Had fever too. Next morning I shit again and high fever. Almost need to got into the hospital. But went to see doctor instead. Got medicine and two days MC. The 3rd day I woke up and shit again. Stomachache etc. Decided not to go and went to extend my mc.

Thursday I went back to school. Was a bit blur. Start on the new module. Doesn't know what is going on actually. Today din feel well too. A bit headache and shitted 2 times this morning. Took some panadols when I got home. Need to play badminton later.

2007-09-29T20:09:00.000+08:00

Total 5 cups of coffee drank yesterday before going for exam. Having hiccups very frequently too. The paper really sucks. Effort made had been really wasted. I don't want to waste my time retaking my modules again.

Came back home and wash my car for very long. It has been like 2 weeks or more I didn't wash it. Sooooooo dirty. Couldn't stand it. Was extremely tired yesterday. Waiting for calls now meeting my fren for tea.

2007-09-28T03:34:00.000+08:00

Later at 9a.m will be taking my Marketing at Dhoby Ghaut MDIS campus. Decided to stay up the whole night with Sean in my house studying. I had already drank 3 cups of coffee to keep myself awake. I guess I will be having more later. Is been a long time I didn't stayed up until the next morning and went for exams since secondary school.

Studying is really tiring. When you really want to concentrate and get everything into your mind but you can't do it, you will end up really fed up. Because you want to do it but you couldn't. You can feel like screaming, nervous, crying when you can't get things in and lastly going bonkers! I look at the mirror of my ownself, especially hair. I see many patches of my hair becoming white. I am really feeling extremely stressful.

Things came through my mind. Quit school, don't study for it and just let it be. Later u come to a point when u were thinking, if I work and without any qualifications you will find yourself being very useless. Next time how to survive when you have your own kids around and wife? Suffer? If you choose not to study or work, you will feel bored at home. So lastly still have to choose to study. Even ppl holding a degree couldn't get a job now. When I try to imagine the questions that will be coming out later, it is worse than a nightmare.

Life is always ups and downs happening. Who don't make mistakes? Who don't cry before? Who don't make mistakes? etc etc... Sometimes unhappy things we just have to take it as a experience and learn from it. Don't let it bother yourself again. Always looking at the brighter side of life!

Haha. I really don't know what I am talking about. I hope I can key in a happy entry very soon. I am really really stress. I better stop here and get back to books.

2007-09-26T14:31:00.000+08:00

I don't know whether this time round will I still be blogging frequently. I've always been very lazy in blogging. Well, doesn't have much things to type as usual. Having exams right now. Is the last paper I am taking this coming Friday. I really don't know how am I going to study for it. Marketing... gosh, on Monday I had the Front Office Operations paper. Suprisingly, the paper was difficult compared to other past year papers. Those very important questions din came out at all. Results will be out in around like 2 months time.